Fuck Time

I'm no athlete,
Yet I've been running so long
From the innumerable recesses of my mind,
In bits and fractions. I never look for answers,
Just take it all as something given.
But I've been an ungrateful child, most times.
I've looked for disaster, invited it even,
And I've churned the mire a minute to deduce
Pure fire, intrinsic, and never static as I waver
From place to place, face to face.
Always searching for something worthwhile,
And it probably was,
But I moved too fast, forgetting some things take time.
Time is a killer to us.
Frame your life in lengths of it,
Tell stories by it,
Remember, shiver, smile and cry;
Who's the wiser when that expanse doesn't matter?
After all, living is a symbol of time.
But we are immortal. The body dies,
The matter mixes back in, to something else,
Most likely more life.
All living things share a pulse,
One driven by distant deep of unknown origin.
One energy divided, one energy decided,
And this terrible end to each other apparent and fast:
Time and consciousness.
Well, fuck it.
Time can hasten or slow;
I don't want to miss things but I don't know
What the hell time has got to do with me.