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There is no quiet, there is no quiet,
Always something on. A game,
My father's monologue about
The way work is going,
Mob ties, NFL fantasy drafts.
There is the patio,
Where in the distance I hear the hum
Of highway travel, and the trees,
Riddled with chirping things I cannot see.

The air is thicker here, with a heavy
Blanket covering me. I retreat outdoors.
I do not watch sports, and I'm lost in
Most of the common speak.
I am a loner, here at home. They don't
Mind, at least I don't think.
Still there's all this noise. Always.

Like in spring and fall, when I open
My windows to let the air in-
Endless cars go by. Trucks, fast bikes,
Sirens. There's always so much noise...
Still, it's funny. Given good silence,
Though a rare thing,
And all I want is to hear something
Out there again. To know I'm not alone.