My heart hurts
I don't care who knows it.
Fell in love with a wave,
It crashed me into nothing.

Now I don't know where I'm headed
Don't know what I do and don't regret
Just feel hollow, core all gone.
I crashed into nothing, this is my song.

Wake up sweating
Pounding in my chest.
Don't eat, don't sleep,
Can't imagine feeling like less.

Someone ripped a delicate thread,
The one that opened me up
End to end, and I can't sew
And I don't know if I have the thread.

Strange boy, stuck inside this man.
Was he always sleeping?
Did he forget to be brave all this time?

End to end
Half measured meaning, hiding
Behind the shell,
It has been cracked
And now I feel like a living hell.

*What is now cannot be forever.
What is lost must soon be found.
I'll bury this version, that much is sure.
Brave the pain for another round.